just cant think of a title for this post… because it talks about a topic which is still hazy in my mind… and yeah in my heart too…well… i know why the world spins round and round and we do all the crazy and painful things each day… for the want of love… i have got overflowing love from God, my family and those great people with whom i have shared the best moments of my life… but still there remains a need for someone intimate…. i guess thats why God made a woman for… and fantastic thing is the way she complements a man.. and vice versa….

so well yeah… i have needed that kind of a person… and i have been waitn for quite a while now… 12 years to be precise…. have met a few… but never sure of the right person.. once i was… but God said “NO”

i dont know why i talk the least to the people i love the most… its as if words were the most mundane and unnecessary element i could bring in to the relationship…

they say u can see the love in the eyes of your lover… and i am waitin ….

by the way this is also one area in my life where its a kinda test of faith… i believe in God and the fact that He created me and has a plan for me… in such a case i should trust Him on the issue of marriage… but trust me… i am finding it a bit hard…

well what can i do..?? keep on prayin….