At the fag end of curiosity
there is often the unexpected boredom…
no wonder kids are curious
and adults, bored…
At the fag end of curiosity
there is often the unexpected boredom…
no wonder kids are curious
and adults, bored…
its almost over
leaving me alone on the brink
of a new day
i know why the birds scream when they wake up..
because they can..
where did the humor go ..
like a flash it left all of us..
almost like that ant colony
we moved and quickly finished that last morsel..
It really feels strange when a song that affects you deeply at one time goes out of your head for 8 years, comes back and you feel trans-ported back…
this Bob Dylan song was my favourite back then, and came to me last night…
Here it is….
A worried man with a worried mind
No one in front of me and nothing behind…Standing on the gallows with my head in a noose
Any minute now I’m expecting all hell to break loose…
People are crazy and times are strangeI’m locked in tight, I’m out of range
I used to care, but things have changed..
Only a fool in here would think he’s got anything to prove
The next sixty seconds could be like an eternity
Gonna get low down, gonna fly high
All the truth in the world adds up to one big lie
Its amazing how much has changed over the years… people have come and gone… convictions shattered and recreated…
makes me remember – i’m not dead yet..
Not all of the song makes sense to me now, and i want to get him out of my head pretty soon..
I am thinking… Seriously….
i woke up today morning … and realized i am 26 years old …. i tried to remember my past, but it came about in flashes… as if it just happened in a dream… it was stark, it was real, it was deep, it was something i could not hold or grasp, but i knew that it happened to me….
some call it life…
David had this question for God…
Remember how fleeting is my life.
For what futility you have created all men!
What man can live and not see death,
or save himself from the power of the grave [e] ?
its crazy… we need meaning to live out the short life we are blessed with… and while we are in this life we need to make choices that determine out existence for eternity….